school stuff

So a week has passed and this whole 'not being good enough for your major' bit has washed over. I talked to a dean and went over my many options. The two major ones being a general health science major or Occupational Therapy. As of right now I'm 99% sure I going to go into OT, but I just have to make sure I can take the classes I missed during the summer (Which, I am not going to lie, kind of sucks. But it means I can graduate in 3 years from now with a Masters in OT, which works out better for me I think). I mean I like the idea of getting a general heath science degree, but the problem is that that's too freaking scary for me. I mean I'd have to apply to grad schools and stuff and I'm not sure if I really have that in me. Unless I was going for a premed major (Which I'm not because the thought of taking organic chemistry scares the crap out of me) I feel like there would not be enough security in just graduating with a bachelors degree.

So that's my issue. Everything else is getting better, I guess. I just had a week where I was really depressed and it would be possible id just start crying at random. Now I'm good, I mean i got free stuff today at a health science far which includes blue condoms! (In all honestly Ill probably never use, because I'm pretty sure I wouldn't want something with a blue color going up there, but you never know.)

So to my oh so many readers, have a fabulous day!

Sorry I haven't posted latley. Life has had lots of ups and downs at the moment.
-I am kind of kicked out of my major, so I have to figure out what to do with my life besides Physical Therapy. It was a complete downer for me, because I've wanted to do that for such a long time. I epic failed in Calculus and Physics so I have to chat with the dean to see my options, which freaks me out alot.
- School is okay otherwise I guess. I'm hoping for an overall 3.0 gpa at the end of this semester.
- Work is still sucky, I can't deal with ignorant and vapid people anymore, my coworkers and the old people i wait on. My filling job is good though.
- Movies I've seen recently: Sherlock Holmes (loved it), Blindside (soo incredibly good), Alice in Wonderland (AWESOME!), Where the wild things are (not as good as I thought), 17 Again (Made me fall in love with Zefron)
- I am in love,love,love with Parenthood and Community at the moment. LOST is okay, not really my favorite season, I just want answers!
- Music: I've really gotten into the Fray, Muse, and any song from 500 days of summer and ps I love you
- I am otherwise so ready to get out of this state. And I really miss my friends.


Okay, I'm excited otherwise for John Green to come to Connecticut next weekend. Then I have to visit some freinds, see the Fray and concert, and sort out my life I guess.

Happy Easter to my few readers!


Oh and PS I know have a tumblr you can check out if you'd like.

Me on four hours of sleep is not good. I was awoken at 4:45 to open for 6. I went to bed around 1:30. I had just spent the last night of winter break with one of my very best friends before she went back to school. We did the hoedown throwdown in a rental store, counted how many blue ray movies we each had seen. And walked around adding 'in your pants' to realativley dirty titles.

The rest of my brake was a blur of shopping, at malls and particularly Walmart and Target. A couple days before we serran wrapped a car, twice. I epic failed at ice skating. Spent an hour in a store looking at underwear. We baked cupcakes and played wii. Meet my friend's friends from school.

Now I may pass out, but i have to watch LOST.

Lets see, what has been up with me?

I made it through the holidays, which is a plus. There was a lot of seeing many relatives that I was in no mood to play the twenty questions where they just ask me random things. I got harrassed by my cousins who are on average 5 years younger than me why I did not listen to the popular music of today as well as why I did not have a boyfriend.

New years consisted of me acting like a fool in front of two of my best friends, my cousin, my brother, and two girls who are pretty much family to me. It was fun for me. I don't know about everyone else. I rang in the new year drinking soda, I had given it up for the year and it tasted terrible. In fact I tried some again tonight and I could not stand it.

What else has been up? I've worked a bit but manly been trying to catch up on things. I've just watched movies pretty much. I finished season 3 of LOST and am about a quarter of the way done with season 4. I watched season 1 and part of 2 of Laguna Beach. My friend and I are finishing up our "Lets watch all of the Mary Kate and Ashley Movies of our youth" challenge. We have a handful left. I've watched a lot of movies, and read very little, which is bad. But I figure I need to have the mind numbing before school starts again.

Otherwise, I went to visit friends of my best friend from school and have just been lazy. It's been nice.

The major thing that I did was watch the end of David Tennant as the Doctor. Lets just say it made me cry like CRAZY!


Hope everyone is well and had a great holiday!

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Well Hello there blog, I've been mia for a bit. But it wasn't my fault really. School has kicked my butt for the last time this semester so I've spent the last few days working a bit, hanging out with friends and being just generally lazy. So here's whats new:

-I just erased my saved episode of Doctor Who: The Waters of Mars. Not happy at all about that and I have to see when it is on again to rerecord it.

- We got like 7 inches of snow in the massive snowstorm that hit the east coast. I may or may not be sledding in it with my friends later, but who knows.

- Christmas is coming soon, which means I have to do my tradition of reading all the Christmas scenes in Harry Potter, attempt to finish Let it Snow, and watch Love Actually.

- My house is the host of Christmas this year, which means this coming week I will be running around like a madwomen, buying stuff for my mom, baking cookies, and help cooking, as well as playing hostess to my family when they come because my mom will be cooking.

- Last night I dreamed that I was in a bookstore looking for a John Green novel when he popped up out of nowhere and helped me find the books, signed it and then I found a nerdfighter note in the one behind it. I do hope this dream becomes a reality because that would be awesome.

That is pretty much the jist of my life at the moment, my friends are home so I'm happy and I'm waiting to see how bad I did this semester.

Whooo hoooo!

Computers.

As much as I spend so much time on the computer, I can sort of recall the first major times I have experienced the internet.

There was always that really huge monitor and tower around in my kitchen (we didn't have room for it anywhere else since we lived in a small apartment). I remember my parent having to string the Ethernet cable (didn't know what that was at the time) across the room from our telephone to deal with dial-up. Yes I remember those days where I had to listen to that god-forsaken tone. I remember the first internet experiences being with my parents showing me funny emails they got from friends that sang and were animated.

We used the computer in school mainly for paint. I remember in fourth grade we would have free time and I would go on the big computer in the back and just use paint for the longest time, making aliens, spray painting a colored background.

I think the first real experience I had online though that got me really interested was when my friends and I found the first harry potter movie website where i could be sorted, pick a pet and design it as well as get a wand. I also remember wanting my mom to download aol because I would watch Nick and they would always say AOL Keyword to search for stuff.

I have no idea what our first computers were like, we have three desktops before my uncle got me my first dell laptop (Which I still have because I got it in like 2005).

It's amazing what the internet did for me, and how my life would be so different. I just asked my dad the other day what he did without having the internet so freely and he shrugged and said he had no idea.

So thanks internet for being around and getting better (but more complicated) everyday

I always forget about that overwhelming feeling that I am going to fail all of my finals.

It's bad enough I'm going to be the only one in Biostats taking the final because I have such a low grade.