school taking over my life, no big deal really.

I have two weeks of classes left. Two more torturous weeks of hell and frustration ahead. I have a eight page paper to right that I just got last week. Two finals, anatomy and physics, on the first monday that finals start. My major is still up in the as the registrar has not recived my change of major slip yet.
All I really want to do is sleep and watch movies. Lots and lots of movies. And go away, far from CT.

Well I'm going to cut this short because I have lab in like 20 minutes and I have a couple of things to do before then.
See you all in two weeks hopefully!

Will Grayson, Will Grayson

So I saw John Green and David Levithan this Saturday in Madison Connecticut. And let me just say it was amazing. I basically walked in, got my book. Then scouted for a decent seat. I ended up sitting next to a women from Vermont who was visiting family in CT to attend this event. I even sat in front of a group of people who run the effyeahnerdfighters blog on tumblr. One of the girls recognized me from a previous nerdfighting event.

Once David and John came on it was magical. They were funny and sincere, doing fantastic readings with the fabulous Maureen Johnson, as well as taking lots of questions. I got worried because I hadn't read WG,WG yet because I had to buy the book to come to the event. So far I'm about halfway through and its great. At first I liked John's Will, and now I'm kind of warming up to David's Will, partly because his story is fairly happy at this point.

Overall I'm so glad I went to see them again. There are a ton of videos on youtube if anyone is interested in it.
Me? I should probably start this physics lab that's due tomorrow, my art final due Wednesday and try and get my r button unstuck so I don't have the occasional word without an r.

school stuff

So a week has passed and this whole 'not being good enough for your major' bit has washed over. I talked to a dean and went over my many options. The two major ones being a general health science major or Occupational Therapy. As of right now I'm 99% sure I going to go into OT, but I just have to make sure I can take the classes I missed during the summer (Which, I am not going to lie, kind of sucks. But it means I can graduate in 3 years from now with a Masters in OT, which works out better for me I think). I mean I like the idea of getting a general heath science degree, but the problem is that that's too freaking scary for me. I mean I'd have to apply to grad schools and stuff and I'm not sure if I really have that in me. Unless I was going for a premed major (Which I'm not because the thought of taking organic chemistry scares the crap out of me) I feel like there would not be enough security in just graduating with a bachelors degree.

So that's my issue. Everything else is getting better, I guess. I just had a week where I was really depressed and it would be possible id just start crying at random. Now I'm good, I mean i got free stuff today at a health science far which includes blue condoms! (In all honestly Ill probably never use, because I'm pretty sure I wouldn't want something with a blue color going up there, but you never know.)

So to my oh so many readers, have a fabulous day!

Sorry I haven't posted latley. Life has had lots of ups and downs at the moment.
-I am kind of kicked out of my major, so I have to figure out what to do with my life besides Physical Therapy. It was a complete downer for me, because I've wanted to do that for such a long time. I epic failed in Calculus and Physics so I have to chat with the dean to see my options, which freaks me out alot.
- School is okay otherwise I guess. I'm hoping for an overall 3.0 gpa at the end of this semester.
- Work is still sucky, I can't deal with ignorant and vapid people anymore, my coworkers and the old people i wait on. My filling job is good though.
- Movies I've seen recently: Sherlock Holmes (loved it), Blindside (soo incredibly good), Alice in Wonderland (AWESOME!), Where the wild things are (not as good as I thought), 17 Again (Made me fall in love with Zefron)
- I am in love,love,love with Parenthood and Community at the moment. LOST is okay, not really my favorite season, I just want answers!
- Music: I've really gotten into the Fray, Muse, and any song from 500 days of summer and ps I love you
- I am otherwise so ready to get out of this state. And I really miss my friends.


Okay, I'm excited otherwise for John Green to come to Connecticut next weekend. Then I have to visit some freinds, see the Fray and concert, and sort out my life I guess.

Happy Easter to my few readers!


Oh and PS I know have a tumblr you can check out if you'd like.

Me on four hours of sleep is not good. I was awoken at 4:45 to open for 6. I went to bed around 1:30. I had just spent the last night of winter break with one of my very best friends before she went back to school. We did the hoedown throwdown in a rental store, counted how many blue ray movies we each had seen. And walked around adding 'in your pants' to realativley dirty titles.

The rest of my brake was a blur of shopping, at malls and particularly Walmart and Target. A couple days before we serran wrapped a car, twice. I epic failed at ice skating. Spent an hour in a store looking at underwear. We baked cupcakes and played wii. Meet my friend's friends from school.

Now I may pass out, but i have to watch LOST.

Lets see, what has been up with me?

I made it through the holidays, which is a plus. There was a lot of seeing many relatives that I was in no mood to play the twenty questions where they just ask me random things. I got harrassed by my cousins who are on average 5 years younger than me why I did not listen to the popular music of today as well as why I did not have a boyfriend.

New years consisted of me acting like a fool in front of two of my best friends, my cousin, my brother, and two girls who are pretty much family to me. It was fun for me. I don't know about everyone else. I rang in the new year drinking soda, I had given it up for the year and it tasted terrible. In fact I tried some again tonight and I could not stand it.

What else has been up? I've worked a bit but manly been trying to catch up on things. I've just watched movies pretty much. I finished season 3 of LOST and am about a quarter of the way done with season 4. I watched season 1 and part of 2 of Laguna Beach. My friend and I are finishing up our "Lets watch all of the Mary Kate and Ashley Movies of our youth" challenge. We have a handful left. I've watched a lot of movies, and read very little, which is bad. But I figure I need to have the mind numbing before school starts again.

Otherwise, I went to visit friends of my best friend from school and have just been lazy. It's been nice.

The major thing that I did was watch the end of David Tennant as the Doctor. Lets just say it made me cry like CRAZY!


Hope everyone is well and had a great holiday!