Sometimes I am amazed at people, most of the time I stare at them with my "Are you sure you're not stupid" look. But when I look at the memories of my youth and young-ish teen years it's quite amazing how much I've change, and yet how similar I still am.

I think I was always a nerdy kid, playing with pokemon, being absolutly terrible at any type of sports, getting so sick of hearing the same question over and over again, "Why aren't you playing basketball?" All of these things, and the little things haven't changed, much. Obviously I'm not obsessed with pokemon anymore, although on a rare occassion I'll take out my Game Boy and stick in the dusty Pokemon Red. But overall my manerisms and characteristics haven't really changed. When I find something and I love it I will engage in it in a crazy obsessive manner. For example Harry Potter.

Even with my sense of music, I've been the type of girl who will listen to a cd or a couple of songs constantly, on repeat. My music history is so diverse and crazy that I laugh about it, from Britney Spears, to Green Day, Mamma Mia, Wizard Rock, and to crazy dance music that is popular today can be found on my ipod, with me singing along to every word, albeit badly.


It's just weird to think that I'm still me from pre teenagehood. But I think there's so much that has changed too. I'm more outgoing than my 11 year old self. My best friend likes to make fun of me for this, saying it took me a whole 6 months for me to open up to her. I do agree, I'm more adventerous now and more rash and stupid too. A little late in teenage year but whatever. I am a little stronger now, intelectually and emotionaly. My tolerance for stupid acts and drama has decreased but I'm not a quite kid and will now tell you if a person bothers me.

I also thought I'd be so afraid to move out on my own, but now that I'm 19 I am almost relishing the idea that I can move out sometime soon. My friends worry that when I do things I never ease myself into the prossess. But I've always figured you might as well jump, life doesn't happen gradually so I shouldn't go against nature.


It's just nice to think that I never had any of those crazy mood swings as a teen, from being all emo to a preppy cheerleader or something. Not that thats a bad thing, but I don't think that would work for me.


And I've realized I'm still absolute crap at writing, Oh well.

My birthday has been good overall, just being silly and immature. I first decided it would be a good idea to prime my walls in my room. I've decided its is time to get rid the ugly wallpaper and its taking forever. I finished stripping it of wallpaper (oo err) plastering and sanding it, and its all primed. Tomorrow I get to venture out to the paintstore and get oil based paint to get rid of it, but now im wondering if i should just take the popcorn down if possible.
of My best friends and I spent an hour looking for a new mini golf place on a local turnpike. We spent the time going up and down the busy turnpike, looking around trying to figure out where it was in relation to other stores. The golfing was fun, I was crappy. But then we enjoyed ourself by poking fun at a hole that was the shape of a penis. Hilariosity ensued, and my maturity level decreased minute by minute. We then when to dinner, where i spent the night flinging little rolled up balls of straw paper at my friend with my fork as a make shift catapult.

Overall it was fun, and now I'm going to watch the rest of Doctor Who and probably go to bed.

questionarire time!

I hate plaster, and paint and dust and radiators that are not properly affixed to the wall. Sigh. So I'm going to do this instead!

All time favorite character?
Fred and George? They're one character in my mind.

List the books in order from your favorite to your least favorite.
1. Deathly Hallows
2. Half Blood Prince
3. Prisoner of Azkaban
4.Sorcerer's Stone
5. Goblet of Fire
6. Order of the Phoenix
7. Chamber of Secrets

List the movies in order from your favorite to your least favorite.

1.Goblet of Fire
2. Sorcerer' Stone
3. Prisoner of Azkban
4. Order of the Phoenix
5. Chamber of Secerts

Favorite chapter from your favorite book?
URgh I can't decide, but top three in no order is the Price's tale, The Flaw in the Plan and the Silver Doe

Top 5 favorite characters?
1. Fred and George
2. Ron
3. Snape
4. Harry
5. Hermione

Five least favorite characters?
1. Umbridge
2. Percy
3. Filch
4. Bagman
5. Fudge

Favorite member of the Golden Trio?
Ron

Favorite family?
Weasleys. Blacks are second. Malfoys are third

Favorite antagonist?
Petigrew/Wormtail

Favorite Death Eater?
Snape. But since he's a semi fake Belltarix

Three favorite spells?
Rediculusk
Expelliarmus
Expecto Patronum

Three favorite potions?
Polyjuice Potion
Felix Felicis
Draught of Peace

Favorite Non-Hogwarts magical building?
Weasley's Wizarding Weezes

Favorite Diagon Alley shop?
Weasley's Wizarding Wheezes

Favorite Hogsmeade Shop?
Honeydukes

Favorite Unforgivable Curse?
The Imperius Curse

Favorite mode of wizard transportation?
Apparation

Favorite Weasley?
Fred.

Favorite Order Member?
Sirius.

Favorite DA Member?
Luna

Favorite pet?
Hedwig

Favorite Hogwarts room?
The Room of Requirement.

Favorite Hogwarts Professor?
Snape

Favorite non-human Hogwarts resident?
Sir Nick

Favorite Tri-Wizard Champion?
Harry

Favorite House Elf?
Winky

Favorite Wizard sweet?
choclate frogs, in fact i just got some!

Favorite canon couple?
Ron and Hermione

Favorite non-canon couple?
Neville and Luna.


General Opinions

Biggest surprise of the series?C
Cedric's death

Biggest letdown of the series?
The Epilogue, I liked it. I just wanted more

One character you wish lived?
Fred, Snape, Dumbledore

Moment that will always make you cry?
Deathly Hallows like the entire book, well mostly the end

Your Patronus would be___?
A giraffe? If thats possible. If not probably a deer

Three things Amortentia would smell like to you.
Old Paper, crayons and probably a guyish sent

You would use Felix Felicis to___?
probably pass a test or something or just a random day

Job you would most like to try?
Healer

Ron/Hermione or Harry/Hermione?
R/Hr all the way

James/Lily or Snape/Lily?
James and Lily

Do you know which page Dumbledore was killed on?
Um no. I could find it fast though

Do you think Harry Potter is better than Twilight?
Really? Is this a legit question

Are you going to go see the Half Blood Prince in theatres?
Yes! For the first time at midnight!

Do you own the books/movies?
multiple versions of the books and all the movies

Have you ever played any of the video games?
yup, own them alll.

Don't they kind of suck?
the first like 4 did, I liked the last two because I just walk around hogwarts and take out other students

Do you think it would be cool to have a pet owl?
Of course

How about a rat?
I hate creepy crawly things

Have you ever listened to the soundtrack?
yes, own all 5

Which house would you want to be in?
Probably Ravenclaw.

Do you like Draco?
Yes, moreso in the later books because hes more complicated and interesting.

Would you ever enter the Triwizard tournament?
probably not

Would you keep your money in Gringotts?
well there seems to be no other banks in the wizarding world so yes

What class would be your favorite?
Probably Potions, Charms, Transfiguration and DADA. haha I like school

Do you think you would enjoy being a witch/wizard?
of course



Omg t-minus one day until i see HP6 with krista and TOK!

Yes, its been over a month since last posting, but whatever. I have been busy-ish. The friend dilema mentioned in the last post has smoothed over. She is currently dating him, and I have approved/gave my blessing on the relationship if that makes any sense. I know the guy more now and get his manerisms and such. My freind is just really happy with the guy and that makes me happy.

On to other things. I went to the cape this week. I had a lot of fun having my friend show me around all the good things about the cape. I went to proviencetown, the unoffical gay capital of the east coast and saw many gay men and lots of pretty jewlery and such.


See? We saw that on the way home. I sat on a beach, got burnt and more freckles. kayacked and feel over into the water due to loosing feeling in my legs. It was fun and I'm not ready to go back to work.

In even unrealted news I'm sitting on the flor watching my favorite harry potter movie with edward cullen and the doctor and all the others i love dearly. I am on the floor because my room is a mess. I just finished taking down the walpaper from my walls and now have to plaster everything. god i hate it

Friend Dilema.

Generally I'm a quite kid, I don't do anything bad, or say anything terribly bad to people. But generally speaking I don't want to hurt people's feelings.

There is many reasons to my madness. I tend to think with my head rather than my heart. I may seem rash and sudden sometimes, but I freak out when I don't know what I'm doing next in the whole general picture of things. I may have a messy room, but I like order and organization, and what comes next. Saying that, I generally am not the time to get too emotional on people, the only case is if i see something sad or what I find really emotional. I'm not a big fan of hugging certain people, I find couples and their 'cuteness' kind of gross, and generally the whole flirting with guys and doing a figurative tribal dance annoying and pointless.

Case in point, one of my best friends has this issue that too many guys have things for her, now I do wish that a guy would not look at me in a 'just friends' way, but I find her manners a bit odd. Today I drove her to a party and she decided to leave with the guy she might have feelings for. Now it annoys me that she could have told me that I wasn't taking her home, and also that when it comes to the guys in her life, I have a fairly good idea whats going to happen.

Last time that occurred, I told her not to dance with a guy; she did and he still isn't over her. I told her to be careful with the guy shes flirting with now, because I don't think he's that into her. He's a 19 year old guy who is into anyone who will flirt back with him. He's also abrasive and sort of an ass, taking things way to literally. Like he asked what is my dream car; I said anything that runs. He informed me cars don't run they drive or whatever. He's always like that. I'm just afraid my friend is going to go after something that is not there, or is not good enough for her.

I don't know. I won't tell her this stuff all together, I've told her bits and pieces because I'm afraid of the outcome. Maybe I need to listen to my heart more often, or get a boyfriend.

I've tried to post many many times in the last month, but everytime I start it seems wrong and weird. So lets try this again. Currently I am in Virginia staying with my aunt and cousin because my aunt (thats a different story in itself, shes actually my uncle's ex-wife, but she's my aunt for all intensive purposes.) was in Australia and Singapore. My week has consisted on many interesting things:
- I had a bug crawl into my ear one night. I thought it was a nightmare and I was hallicinating it, but later in the night I heard it moving in my ear, and then i freaked out. I woke everyone up in the house with my loudness, luckily it came out and no damage was done to my ear. I talked to my mom the next day and she asked if I was worried it would eat my brain, I informed her I was more worried that it would puncture my ear drum and I'd be deaf in one ear. She thought the whole experience was a joke. After the fiasco we checked my room for any more creepy crawlers and there was a giant misquito like bug in my room too.

- I have spent far to much money at the local malls in the area and have spent a large amount of money on tank tops that I can wear. Most of my tank tops are cami, so this is a hop, jump and a leap for me. I also bought the Live LeakyCon wizard rock CD.

Yes, I know its been a while, but i've been busy finishing finals and enjoying my summer break. Now I'm kind of freaking out that I won't get time off because My cousin callled me and told me my flight was booked to Virginia. I'm leaving friday. I'm schedualed to work saturday and sunday. Uh- oh!

URhgleohefh

Not good for my stress levels at the moment. I think I could cry. Plus that means I have so little time to pack and figure out what to bring. Urght I hate quick gettaways.